What is important for me

[It is never to late to realize what is important for you in your life and fight for it.

Sometimes it is you can' touch, can't see even can't feel such as hope and Love....]

I thought that I have found......but now I am not sure whether I have found it or not because I am struggling for relationship between I and my father, I and my sister and my father and my sister. Family is my base in my life......Family is my proof for my existence.....Family is the origin of my effort.....for me.

I am struggling for I can't realize what should I do....what should I fight for....I need direction. I am very afraid that a parson who till have not realized is me??????